Poetry
A Woodpile Full of Snakeskins
All summer, this tarp has covered the last
of last year’s woodpile, weighted down
with logs growing fungi and crumbling
back to earth. I toss the logs aside and pull
gently, backing up, alert to what I know
might be there: a copperhead or rattler
keeping warm, mice delivering themselves,
like dinner served on a plate.
Beneath the tarp, the wood is dry. Between
the lengths of split wood, so many snakeskins.
No snakes that I can see, but they’ve left this piece
of themselves behind, perhaps relieved to shed
used skins against rough firewood. Deepest itch
scratched and cast off. They drape like ribbons
twined, pale gray and gossamer, nearly flakes,
still holding the shape of snake.
What does it feel like to discard one’s old skin,
to take on this troubled world renewed, to slither
close to the ground, all muscle and flexibility?
All autumn, my cats scratch, their fur and dander
flying while my nose itches and runs. I’d like
to know a serpent’s viewpoint, to be cold blooded,
throw off my old bindings to emerge shining,
improved, unable to be afraid.
Joan Mazza has worked as a medical microbiologist, psychotherapist, seminar leader, and is the author of six self-help psychology books, including Dreaming Your Real Self (Penguin/Putnam). Her work has appeared in Atlanta Review, Prairie Schooner, The MacGuffin, Poet Lore, Slant, and The Nation. She lives in rural central Virginia.